You will fail your addmaths once in your life. Your teacher will assign you seats away from your friends and your parents will assign you to your room when you do illegal things. You are going to get drunk and say something you will regret. You are going to cry over boys whos names you wont remember in twenty years. You are going to call you friends names behind their back when they make you mad and they are going to do the same to you. You are going to be on your own once in a while. Your opinions of people will change, once you get to know them. Youa re going to run from the police. You are going to hold someones hair back at one o'clock on the saturday morning, You are going to find one book in english class that you actually read. People are going to make fun of the music you like and other people are going to like it jut the same. You are never going to finish all your homework. You are going to cry and maybe, just maybe, need a hug from your mum or your dad. You are going to bullshit every essay you write and pray that you sound like you know what you are talking about. You are going to get lost in a neighborhood that you dont know and walk around till you find where you are going. You are going to sing sappy teenage ballads all alone in your room when no one else is home. You are going to dream of finally getting out og your town and you are going to miss it when you leave. You are going to take pictures that you will blush at in five years. You are going to get whistled at, cheated on, yelled at, ditched by friends, played by boys, laughed at. You are going to fall in and out of love, and one day you might really figure out what that world means. You are never going to stop looking for yourself.
You are a teenager, so stop trying so hard, expecting so much, crying so often. Walk with your head held high, quit talking shit about people, take a walk outside, go to school or college and smile at everyone, and who knows, you might really make it through.
Keep calm, and carry on :)
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Basically, this is my only plan for the rest of the months before college starts.
Cheer and pray for me lmfao. ♥♥
You are wrong if you think I copy pasted the words,
Literally typed it all out !
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I dont know what makes me compose this post. It's 0441 right now and my eyes are not lined yet. 4th day of my movie marathon nights. Yet, couldnt get enough of it still. Feel so lost lately. As if everything happens in life just wouldnt go as what you wanted it to be. Things happen, stay then go. Sometimes it left so quickly that you couldnt cope with it. Then it fades. Without noticing. Worst still, memories stay, people get hurt then. Disappointment hits. What to do? Stand up and get over it. Till then, same circulation repeat themselves, again again and again.
I have a huge intention to quit the job lately. Main reason is that Im sick and tired of repeating the same effing routine over and over again. And you see, people do look down at waiters or waitresses, as if they are any billionaire on this effing earth and own the right to humillate people. Luckily I havent met any nasty thing like this yet. But yeah i saw things like this happening, humillation. And politics.
Confusion. Aimless. They are two good friends that actually greet me like everyday. Not flattered. But still sticking with 'em. How sucky this could turn out to be. Life still goes on by the way.
No idea what I was typing.
Just so exhausted of my current life.
Life after high school is totally different as what I'd always longed of. Things changed. Luckily, heart wont change.
So after graduated from high school, I got myself a job at Shabu Garden @ Kuchai Lama with my bunch of friends together. Joyful stays with me everyday as every new ones I met there are kind and sincere. And also crazy enough to play with us every single moments. But what is hiding behind the joyfulness are the exhaustion and boredom that hits me hard everyday. What Ive been thinking every day when i got back home is to quit the job or to do part time worker since the following month. Didnt have the big intention to continue the job anymore. If and only if I didnt met these bunch of lovely friends, quitting is the only thing Id already do.
Well, after all, working here is still gonna be an awesome chapter of my life.
Not forgettingly, dyed my hair like a finally ! :D
XOXO.
Sorry for the lousy picture quality.
With Mel Mel :) Havent seen her for ages!
The plates-stack isnt high enough tho, but is enough to expand our stomach to the max.